The American frontier
was gone before I was born, though the dream of it resonated. The reality of an unexplored wilderness, in
1963, was over. I grew up in the west. In New Mexico there was a frontier there for
me. A landscape untrammeled. A horizon.
A visual expansiveness. As I grew in the expectation of exploration,
it became apparent that unless I could get a submarine or a spaceship, the
frontier as I romanticized it, was little more than endless truck stops and
rundown main streets. The frontier was paved, or agriculturated, or
forested. It was all mapped. In New
Mexico, when I grew up, Albuquerque was the biggest city in the state. We had three hundred thousand or so. That was, by the way, more people than lived
in the entire state of Wyoming. Still,
by big city standards, Albuquerque didn’t even register. Kansas City was the first “Big City” I got to
know. When I moved there for college I
think there were about one and a half million in the metro area. Two things
blew my mind about the developed frontier as a young man. One was Jones Beach on Long Island. I was on the beach with some friends one very
cold winter day. There were trash barrels
lined up along the beach about a hundred yards apart and about fifty yards
between rows, and the rows went on as far as the eye could see in both
directions. A friend who lived there
said in the summer it was towel to towel people all along the beach. I remember thinking there were not that many
people in the State of New Mexico.
Another time a friend of a friend took a few of us sailing off the coast
of Connecticut. There was a harbor there
and I remember thinking that there was more money in sail boats in that harbor
than there was in wealth in the entire state I grew up in. There were no more frontiers, but there were expanses
of humanity and agglomerated cultivations of development that had exceeded the bounds
of planned and spilled into the realms of wildly rampant. Then I saw New York City. And Boston, and Chicago,
and San Francisco, and LA. And I
realized that the frontier was no longer virgin landscape, but the hinterland
of cultivation gone amuck. The recesses
of the once planned and now obsolescent urbanscapes. The frontier accessible to me is not the
remote reaches of the Brazilian forests, or the last remaining snow crusted
peek, but the forgotten and neglected wilderness of urban America…, left to
grow wild and unchecked.
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